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Ellie
Hi! I'm an author, lover of dogs, books, family, and my Savior and Heavenly Father. For sure not in that order. When They speak to me, I try to write it down.
CONFESSIONS
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NEGATIVE (N)ELLIE


WORTH THE CLIMB
“We’re almost there.” I assured the Young Women walking next to me on the mountain path. “No, we aren’t!” One of them declared between pants of exhaustion. “He just said we were only halfway.” Oops 😬 Caught. “True, but he said that was the hardest part. So, it will be easier from here.” The same young woman cut a disbelieving glance my way. “He lied. He’s a liar. I bet he doesn’t even know where he is going. He’s leading us off into the wilderness.” “No, he isn’t.” I chuckle
Negatvie (N)ellie
Aug 284 min read


TRUSTING HIM WITH THE PIECES
This is not the camp recap I thought I would be writing. In my vision, and as is on par with my usual posts, I thought we’d get a sprinkling of funny stories, several moments of self-deprecating humor, a little bit of heart, and end with a small testimony of a lesson the Lord had taught me during my week spent in the woods. But every time I attempted to brainstorm with those goals in mind…nothing came. All I had was a blank canvas, when the background should have been full of
Negatvie (N)ellie
Jul 318 min read


TRUSTING HIS TIMING
Six years ago, I woke up with a story in my head. I was maybe four months into my author journey, not even finished with my first draft of my first book. And yet, I was already feeling the deep pull to this new plot line, tempting me and calling me to begin placing its ink on the page. However, I am loyal to a fault. I couldn’t just abandon my then current work in progress. I had to see it through. And, I’m actually incredibly grateful for this odd quirk of mine. I learned so
Negatvie (N)ellie
Jun 265 min read


SPOTTING RAINBOWS
I’ve been putting off writing this blog, waiting for the moment when I would catch the perfect photograph to pair with the memory I am about to describe. For months, I’ve been attempting to pin down something that is incredibly elusive in the desert: A rainbow. After every, rare rainstorm, I’ve looked to the sky to try and spot the beautiful array of colors, but alas, to no avail. I truly began to wonder if this blog post would ever come to fruition. But then, an epiphany app
Negatvie (N)ellie
May 214 min read


SEEKING HIS VOICE
“What is your deepest fear?” In response to one of my girl’s Twenty Question petitions (a road trip staple, in my opinion), I inquired, “Are we talking silly deepest fears, or true deepest fears?” “True deepest fears.” She replied, her face solemn and serious. Yikes. That’s a lot for 7:35 in the morning. Especially since I knew my answer to that question the minute it was posed, but was not sure it was something I should be sharing with my bright-eyed, innocent Young Women. A
Negatvie (N)ellie
Apr 245 min read


THE WHOLE POINT
Defeated. If I had to describe the beginning of 2026, that is the word that comes to mind. The word that allows me to take a breath and remove the mask I feel like I’ve been wearing since long before January 1st. The three syllables that completely encompass just how I have been feeling. Defeated. There are several culprits behind my less-than-stellar start to the year: I think thirty is finally hitting me. With the holidays on the heels of my birthday, it seems as if the pas
Negatvie (N)ellie
Jan 304 min read


MY YEAR WITH HIM
At the beginning of 2025, I was reflecting on all of the ambitious people I knew who went into a new year with a game plan. Whether it be a list of resolutions, a word to focus the next three hundred and sixty-five days on, or a mapped out schedule for the years events, it seemed like everyone knew what they would be doing in 2025. Except me. Which, does not fit my personality, at all. I am a planner, through and through. I thrive most when I know what’s ahead of me, when I k
Negatvie (N)ellie
Jan 27 min read


THE MOST OF THE WAITING
It’s been a while since we’ve had a Lulu lesson. Have you been missing her? She’s always up for grabs, in case anyone was wondering 😉 Just as a warning for all who think she is adorable and snuggly: Yesterday, while she was taking up a large portion of the space on my bed, I attempted to cuddle with her, and was met with a growl. A GROWL. You have been properly cautioned, and I hope those with this mindset make better judgement calls in the future. This blog is a little all
Negatvie (N)ellie
Nov 7, 20255 min read


CHASING HOPE
Hope has been on my mind a lot, as of late. It can feel like such an elusive thing. Slippery and difficult to hold on to. Crafty, evading...
Negatvie (N)ellie
Oct 10, 20254 min read


THIRTY
Thirty. That one word, has carried so many definitions over my short time on earth. When I was younger, it felt so far away. It felt so...
Negatvie (N)ellie
Sep 26, 20254 min read
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